August 18th,2009 Tuesday

Xinxin's ashes are coming home today.It has been very sad to think about it. I couldn't focus on any thing the whole day yesterday.Well, I wasn't really doing anything actually, but I just don't know what to do. I was looking for things the whole day because I didn't remember where I put everything. The brain has stopped working.
It has been 7 months since Xinxin's passing, but it seems to be yesterday to me. Everything I can recall clearly, her weak face, her voice and her words...... I cried and cried.... My husband also came back home earlier. He just sat beside me and no words between us during dinner time. It's going to be a hard day for both of us......