Happy New year

I had the best days of the year while my friend Yanqiong was here last week. It reminded me of my university days--nothing to worry about.We went out together, shopping and chatting. We also went to Disneyland. It's such a pity that Xinxin was not with us.Before she came, I was kind of worried that she might ask me questions about Xinxin. I think she understand my feelings. Both of us never mention about the pain. We talked about futures, jobs, studies... I enjoyed a lot. Friendship is a gift from God and I treasure it.

We will be back to Singapore next week. It's not so excited as we are afraid to face our friends in Singapore. Most friends already know the sad situation of us, but none of our neighbours knows.They will probably ask... And I know friends will also come and chat. It's going to be hard for us... We get used to the life here--pretend nothing happened every day. We will miss HK. Anyway it always good to have friends at any time.

I want to thank everyone for your help and prayers.Wish everyone a blessed New year.

Dec.7th,2009 Monday

It has been a Very long month for us.
The weather suddenly turned into winter. I had fever for a few days(don't know if it is H1N1 because too many H1N1, and the clinic has no time to do the test, only have to isolate at home). My students have mid-term examinations. Two colleagues of my husband's died. Both of them are in their 30s. One is because of H1N1, the other one is because of cancer. It's quite shocked for us to know the bad news.We did have a hard time to recover from the news. I didn't go with my husband for their funerals as I had no courage to see them..We are still struggling very hard about our lost. I can't bear any more.

It's December already and we have to book the ticket to Singapore.Xinxin's ashes will go back with us(till today I still didn't have the courage to open and see the real ashes). We actually don't know if it is a good choice to go back because we started loving HK already. It's strange that people only realize how good it is when we lost it. I don't want to go back--- Too many things to pack. My friend Yanqiong is coming to HK next week and she will help us to bring some of the stuff to Singapore first.Every time, God will send His angel to help us