30th, October, 2009 Friday

Life is still going on....

I really enjoy my job and I have more and more students. A few parents called to thank me because they think their children's English and Mandarin is improving. You know the most enjoyable thing to be a teacher is to see the students improve. It is always so nice to see my students grow.

My husband is also working very hard as usual. He went back to his home town last week. He had a great time with his families and relatives--I can tell from his photos taken.

The weather is getting cool and it's just nice--Not hot and not cold. We like it. And this is what we like the best in HK. The weather in October is just prefect.

I still burst into tears when people talk about my daughter. I just couldn't help thinking of my lovely and precious Xinxin. Lord, please take care of my young aged Xinxin.She deserves a good and happy life.

Oct.6th,2009 Tuesday

It's Xinxin's birthday today. She is five years old.

My husband and I pretend nothing happened to us. He went to work in the morning. But I know that both of us just don't want to mention the sad thing once again.

Now our life seems to get back to Normal. He works on the weekdays and I teach kids every day.Both of us are doing the things we enjoy. We go out when we have time. It seems we are having really good time--strangers won't tell from our faces about what has happened to us. I don't really know what is my husband's feeling as he seldom talks about the sad things. Whenever I mentioned about our daughter, he would talk about other things. It's quite hard to understand what is really going on in his mind. But he mentioned a few times that he loves kids more than ever now.

My feelings are always on my face. Whenever I see a girl my daughter's age, I couldn't help thinking of Xinxin. Why she couldn't have a happy childhood like any other kids?
I cried when I heard about the sad news of other kids. I always think about my daughter. She is such a lovely and good kid I have ever seen.
My daughter is the most precious gift we have. We love her forever and we miss her...